I would apologize for offending anyone...but I can't apologize for truly believing something.
Last night, I felt like I was in a slump. I felt irritated at my husband, stressed by my daughter's fussing, and it sort of fluctuated in nature...one minute I'd feel all happy and enjoying talking to Hubs, and the next my brain would find something to nitpick about him.
Highlight: Babes fell asleep in her sling while I was holding her. Just cuddled right up and zonked out. She's never done that before, and my heart was a huge puddle, let me tell you. I just melted over that one.
Okay, back on topic.
Bedtime was fast approaching, and I was snippy. Like I told my Darling, "I just want to start a fight, and I don't know why, because really, I don't ever want to fight with you!" There wasn't any reason to disagree, I just kept being rude, snotty, and he was so confused, poor man.
Than it hit me like an elephant on a freight train: Satan wanted to divide my heart, and steal the joy I could have! I told Scott this, and he agreed. I immediately gave up my attitude to Christ, and we had a lovely conversation after that, and a sweet prayer time before bed.
Here's my point: Don't let Satan be divisive in your marriage. God has given you your spouse for love and encouragement. NOT as a scratching post! Oh yes-discuss things, be a sounding board, have times where you cry together-but don't let anything divide you!
"Catch us the little foxes, the foxes that spoil the vines..." Song of Solomon 2:15
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This is a great reminder...thanks for being so honest. Every now and then, I'll have to say something to Justin like "I feel like I'm irritated with you, but I don't know why. I'm sorry for acting like a jerk." He is often confused by my moods, just like I am. :) It's kind of funny, that we even have to be aware of our obnoxiously inconsistent hormones, in the everlong quest to be more like Christ.
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